Tina's POV:

The water was still too hot.

It ran down the middle of this broader back and over the softening weight in my hand and I just stood there with my forehead on the tile like the orgasm had taken a floor out from under me. The last of it was already gone. Washed off. A thin film on the skin of these fingers and then nothing.

“That’s it?” I heard his voice say again, quieter this time. “Already?”

The comedown was meaner than the climax. I had wanted the proof. I had wanted the first real, male finish from the inside. I got it. It had been huge and simple and over. Now this body was just wet and used and standing in a roommate’s shower while Sarah existed somewhere on the other side of the door. Geez... a male's post nut clarity is NOT a joke.

Be a human. I let go of him.

The cock sagged in a slow, unimpressive way, heavier than it had been five minutes ago, a little darker at the head. I looked at it the way I looked at a failed trial. Data collected. Result smaller than the hypothesis. My own chest, the real one, was empty in a bed down the hall and I could almost feel the shape of that absence if I reached for it. I did not reach.

“Okay,” I made his mouth say, shaking my head and talking to myself. “Clean yourself up. You’re not doing that to him again.”

I took the soap.

It was his soap. Cheap unscented bar, already worn concave in the middle. I worked it between these larger palms until it slipped and then I put both hands on the chest I was wearing and washed like that could make any of this clinical. Hair. Collarbones. The flat plane where I kept expecting something softer. Nipples that still tightened when the water hit them even though I was not trying.

I dragged the bar lower. Stomach. The line of hair under the navel. Then the cock again, because it was there and it was dirty with what I had just done to it and leaving it would have been sloppier than touching it. I washed it with two fingers and a thumb, not a fist. The skin was too sensitive now. Even that light pass made the whole pelvis flinch and …